No fap, no porn and less stimuli Day 3
I figured I'd start recording these progress marks and come back later and make this into a video. I had forgotten to yesterday and chose to write this out first instead of making a video every day and just do a mega video.
Yesterday I was successful in getting my room clean, bathroom clean, trash taken out, almost successful on getting the dishes taken care of but needed to get dish detergent.
How am I measuring less stimuli? Youtube, Twitter, video games that don't work out my brain (I am not removing puzzle games so @ me), things that would be easy stimuli.
For less stimuli this includes my favorite clothed furry characters that are lewd in my eyes.
Now; keep in mind this isn't a stimuli cleanser, this is just replacing the stimuli with the following; cooking, working out, some meditation (I suck at this activity), math, coding, writing and typing.
Dreams?
I can't lie; I had lewd dreams but not on the first day nor second but the third day of doing this I started having furry dreams like when I was an adolescents. They're not as lewd as before; something important to note; in my adolescents I never really started yanking the crank before until I discovered lewd furry art with the first being Sonic Girls and Pokémon Girls where both videos are gone off of youtube but still remain in my mind; nothing nude but lewd.
Longest I've gone without porn and masturbation?
I remember telling myself I did this for more than 3 months which is likely a lie; the second possible date which is more likely is only having done this for 7 days max in length of no fap and 6 days without porn, which sounds more true. Last time; I remember having a hard time getting my penis up as it were as thus why it's 6 days without porn and 7 days without porn.
In the past I had experienced night fall which sucked. So hoping I don't now.
Why am I doing this?
Simple;
Return to baseline?
Editor's note; just looked it up and said thing to truly return to base line I need to go a year without porn. I hope I last a year; I'm just hoping to see how long I can go/ last and if I last a year then I last a year.
Will I stop testing my games?
No, I will still test my video games; I am not stopping testing. if this ruins my experiment results then that sucks.
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