No Fap, No Porn and Less Stimuli Day 5

 Meh.

I am sleeping 5 hours; I was able to get an additional 1 hour nap in. My emotional state is almost there; not positive, not negative; just lacking much to it.

Something to note; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Wcmv0rUpF0

The said video; first time in forever, I just found the video too depressing to keep watching/ consuming. I never viewed myself as a consumer of said media before, at least not to this extent. Anyways I've found myself pausing the video not out of boredom like I would usually do but out of the fact it was depressing to deal with.

Mood swings I've been dealing with. I feel bad for some of my coworkers dealing with me right now. I have this somewhat under control.

Forgot to note - I have been more impatient recently and waiting for things to get rolling; I remember tapping my foot at work yesterday/ rolling my eyes as I wanted things to hurry along, I feel as if time is much slower and the day is dragging on with my own thoughts and ideas focused on building my game and what systems to introduce.

Dreams - From the nap which was an hour long (a bit longer than an hour by 6 minutes but that's meh) from said nap; again, sexual dreams. The dreams have gotten more real feeling/ easier to remember; my usual dream was SCP focused/ dreaming about my stories.

Note - at work I suddenly got a snapback to my dream; what first hit my mind was the lustful moaning. I started to laugh because this felt so out of nowhere and dare I say; I started to get flustered.

Variables only changed in this experiment

With less stimuli meaning less caffeine, no fap and no porn.

Dieting concerns I have stilled noticed and uptick in sugar consumption from before. As I said before; I have been trying to keep the stimuli I experience from going down and doesn't feel like it'll be going away anytime soon.

That's not to say my diet is completely fucked.

Hardest part of this? Decreasing the amount of content I consume has been the hardest part, not even the porn or sex part of this.

Coding my project - My heart feels like it exploded! In a good way! The progress I made on something so simple like a bounce strike for the hit! When the player has their attack hit the enemy!

I don't know why but this simple game mechanic I introduced made my heart flutter!

What I think so far

You don't "consume less stimuli" you just shift where you consume said stimuli. You just shift where or what you find stimulating. It's not consuming less, it's change in consumption.