Diary Entry 1

 12/15/3:35 AM

I was productive with some writing, brushing my teeth, holding off on the pleasure of watching some videos besides listening to music while I was writing.

I looked up the grammar rules (I know that I'm not following them during the diary entries because this is more of spewing my thoughts), and applied said rules to my writing once finding out that Grammarly while helpful was holding me back by putting training wheels on the whole time. I didn't learn anything but rather Grammarly holding my hand was more of giving me the answers without having me actually work for it.

Likewise I took a moment to reflect upon my questions, and to take a good hard long look at myself in the mirror. I did shave today as well, and please note; these are out of order, again just spewing my thoughts out.

I believe I did two hours of writing counting the looking at the past tense, present tense, and all that.

I also went around, and apologized for my actions, and on Newgrounds asked for help once I realized I've fallen into the Dunning Kruger affect. Yesterday also learned it's, "Jailer" and not "Jailor" a foolish mistake I've believed for years, and likewise no one corrected me. Odd thing is I never typed the word until 2022.

I'm hoping that making good habits will help me improve as a person.

Even writing down my progress/ achievements will boost my confidences to thrive finally. However; so far it has not, only shown how much of a failure I've been all these years.

However I'm making a change today, and kind of did yesterday.

Also did some coding/ looking at the problems in my code along with catching certain errors before I had encountered them yet.

I brushed, and flossed this time. I'm hoping once morning time rolls around that I start to take better care of myself.

Also to note realize my caffeine sensitive issue with the fact the liver doesn't breakdown the drugs fast enough. I will add more to the entry later.

For an hour argued with morons that blindly trust experimental substances pushed by mega corps.

17 minutes later still providing so much proof that they cannot deny with a certain company having it's fingers in so many pies right now.